Another Passing Days

So here I am again, I suppose this would be another kind of random talking I would just spit out around and I guess I'll have fun a bit with this then. So it seems like during my Hari Raya times, I finally manage to get a week break from campus life. Pretty much things are going well too although I do try to find something to do to keep me occupied for some reason. Not to mention I finally manage to get back to my hometown and celebrate things with my family. It's a good thing that I can at least ease my tense and headache out and enjoy myself for a while.

"Wonder what will I do after this..."

And pretty much I can see I still have some work cut out for me with the assignments that have been left for me to do it. I guess continuing to do it back would be a priority right now. And since I did manage to get a new assignment for someone with the tense of getting it done on the 15 September, I suppose that work is the one that I need to take priority for now. Well I can do four lesson plans without having any sleep with the advancement of going to class after that, pretty much sure I can handle drawing pictures to people without having any sleep I would say.

Why It's Almost Impossible to Change

"If the people's mentality won't change..."
"I don't think the world would change either."

Looks like it's time for me to get a little serious on this one. Although I would understand if people out there would not actually be reading this but anyhow. This time I would really like to express myself what has been bothering me at this moment. For some reason, I didn't really have much of a clue why would race be such a problem in our world anyway. For some reason I don't understand about it at all. True, it may not seem to be my kind of problem to scratch around but still, it really bothers me quite a lot.

Maybe they still don't understand about it somehow. Pretty much myself I can't really explain about it either but, one way or another, I still wish to express myself no matter what the cost is. Look here, from what I see inside myself is a child that is born from two different kinds of world where my parents came from a different group of race. Heck, even I can say that one of my friend has a background that came from three different group of race and we can live in harmony and peace without any kinds of argument whatsoever at all. But somehow, there are still lots of people that can't live together peacefully for some reason.

What's my point on this post you all may ask? What my point is, is there really a reason why we can't co-exist to live with each other peacefully? Is there any kinds of reason at all? Is it because of a small misunderstanding we ended up making it big? Is it because we want to show who is right and who is wrong? Or It is because we want to show who is much more better and much more superior? Somehow, when I see it back, it's rather pointless to be arguing with each other throat.

Seriously, look back on who we are. True, we are different in terms of our skin color, our race, our religion, age and our gender. But really think back deeply inside your mind. We are actually the same one way or another. We are all humans, we all share the same blood color and we all share the same world called Earth. Do we ever encounter a race that has different color of blood? No. Do we ever see a human with a different religion that has 4 legs, 3 eyes and 4 legs? No. Reality check, we are all humans.

But still, there are still people out there who wasn't able to think deeply in their minds. For me, I don't care what kind of race, religion whatsoever it is. All I know is, among all of us human in this world, there is bad and there is good people. There is no such thing as a race that is pure, or the other race that falls in a category of darkness and evil. Being utterly lazy or being crazily working hard is depending on the individual itself. Telling if that race needs to work hard in order to get something they need or that race that is lazy to work is just a lot of bullshit. Correct me if I'm wrong, but that's how I see it.

Yes, I understand that people would never actually read this kind of article, but if someone does, I hope you'll understand that if we didn't change how we are right now, I don't think the world would change for a better peace at all.

PS:
(If there's anything grammatical error's that I need to change. Tell me about it)

A Little More of Me

Since I got bored with all the drama that always leave myself into a hectic world of headache and fever, I suppose I should just go ahead and shoot myself with words here about me. And besides, having myself stress out of things would just make my head blown into bits right? So anyway, like the title I would want to point out, yes it's more a little about myself. Since this is the way I actually observe myself and with the comments from my other friends as well so here it is.

Well don't get me wrong because I should have talk about myself at the beginning of my post when I created this, but it never beats to tell it later on right? So here goes. Yes basically I'm just a normal 21 (This year) old man who love to help friends around whenever they needed to. And yes from the observation of my friends, I'm quite shy in real life. Try asking them and I'm sure you'll know. And yes, I can talk properly inside the internet but I suppose that is quite common sometimes right? Talking part? Depends. I can talk properly if I really know that person well and if I kept meeting the person every time. Small and short? Yup I am. Well guess I can't blame myself for it if I'm sort and small anyway. Besides being small has its advantages anyway.

Oh right, yes, people said that I'm quite creepy when I'm mad. Not certain if its really true but I suppose they're the one who actually decides it since they're the ones who actually sees my face and not me. And normally when a guys sees a beautiful girl around, they would be like a wolf stalking its prey. Well I suppose it goes the same thing when girls sees handsome boys that sparkles right? Me? Nope, I actually don't care about it. Sounds like I'm lying but I'm not, trust me on this one. No mood to go around and scream like a bluttering idiot for people that is only nice at the outside. I prefer to see the person's personality, the outside part is just a bonus of it.

Sensitive? Yes, I suppose its one of the main thing which is good, and also bad. Detail explanation of it? Well basically I can't since I'm not even certain on where I should actually start. Eh...What else I could say on this. Oh well maybe I'll just stop here for the time being. I can't really think much at the moment and that's all I could say. I'll just add up once I know what I want to write inside here.

Seperation of Light and Darkness in Me

Hello there again to all! It's been a while that I haven't been writing things in this blog. Since I'm pretty much coming down with a fever, I suppose I can do some writing over here somehow. Although it's a bit odd and random but I suppose it's alright somehow. Well Basically, I felt I do have some kind of "Dual-Personality". Well not to say its real or anything but I suppose I can write some about it somehow since I do have the feeling of it~

I call them in a separate somehow so here they are.

Hikari (Light)
The time where I can be really nice towards other.
The time where I love to help others if they need.
The time where I always be pushing myself too hard that I never realized my own health
The time where my anger will not show, as I will only show my smile on my face.
The time where I actually can be sort of 'feminine'

Kuragari (Darkness)
This is where my limit breaks
This is where I'll protect other without thinking about my own life
This is where I will not smile
This is where I will not feel much pain
This is where, I'll use the power I have, and ignore anything in sight.

Call of Duty Members

So here it is. Another quite so random blog that I'll be writing about. And this time is about Call of Duty 4 game. Well actually it's just something like a stats on what kind of person me and my friends are in that game. It's nothing much to say about it but just to have fun about it.

Code Name:"Black Ace"
Personal Information:
Third in Command, First Division Unit, UN Spacy. Black Ace is the new codename that has been given towards him. One of the major experts in demolition. He's able to use the grenade launcher in a good manner of way and has his own way to use the grenade than the other member of the UN Spacy. His other specialty is the Rocket Launcher as well for really close range purpose. Compatible on long and mid range. Has a lack of ability on short-range shots. He also has the ability called "Extreme Jihad" where he would sacrifice himself to take out others.

Styles:
Training in Snipers and Rifle equipment.
Shotgun Veteran.
Normal Style Machine Gun Technique.
Normal Style SMG Technique.
Demolition Man.



Code Name:"Rawr"
Personal Information:
Second Chain In Command, First Division Unit Commander, UN Spacy. Rawr is the codename that has been given after the name "Ikea" was out of the league. He's one of the major experts in scouting the area for enemies and lays tactics towards them, although it fails sometimes, human mistakes. Can sometimes went berserk due to certain circumstances. Having one of the best SMG man ever been in the team. He was once a good grenade launcher man but has lost his touch as his aim suddenly went off. Good in Long, Mid and Short Range combat.

Styles:
SMG Veteran
Shotgun Vetaran
In training for Snipers

Codename:"Pisang"
Personal Information:
First Chain In Command, First Army Division Captain, UN Spacy. The codename hasn't been change ever since than the other man that has been with him. The name is given with the possibility for the captain to have an addiction towards bananas. One of the master member that even the other two can loose. Using a SMG without using scopes, as the scope are only as a decoration, the captain are name "The Heat-Seeking Bullet" due to its accuracy. He can even go hand-to-hand combat even when his bullets are depleted. Also known as the "Charger." But one of the major problems the captain has when it come to grenades where he always be going towards the direction where the grenades are.

Styles:
Charge Master
SMG Master
Unknown Style Rifle, Sniper and Machine Guns
C4 Master
Heat-Seeking Bullets

Codename: A14Zy

Personal Information:

New recruit in the UN Army Division. The codename is given due to some slight problem with the computer information. Intel gathered that this girl has some love interest with sniper rifle and the name was given "Bounty Hunter" from her comrades.

She also likes to use some other kind of Equipment given such as the C4 and also the Claymore. No other relevant information that has been given from the new recuit

Styles:

Bounty Hunter

Sniper Veteren

C4 And Claymore Mastery

Growing Members

Well it has been a while that I haven't been writing this blog I suppose. Guess the past one does not sound really happy but I suppose this would. So here is another random blog that I'm writing at the moment. Yay! For it!

So here it is. Ever since Chi went off, boy I sure miss her a lot over here but I suppose I need to continue with my life so anyway, she left with with two cute and cuddly children, both female though so I can't really complain that much about it. I called one as Azu-Nyan, I suppose some people may know where I get the name from. And the other is called Assy, a name from a friend of mine in a browser game.

"Here's Azu-Nyan~!"

"Lets not forget about Assy~!"

And if I can remember it right, I think it has either been six month for me being with them and they sure grow big now, when I first saw them from birth, they were small and fragile. I can even see a crocked tail from Assy. They were so cute. At first I was wondering, why Chi's stomach suddenly, that's why I ended up going into my room and have a look and there they are, two little children sleeping soundly in the cupboard. Guess as time pass, things does change, Chi is nowhere to be found yet, but I hope I can find her again. The children are getting bigger and now, new members have arrive.

I kept on wondering, it would be really nice nice to see them roaming around happily. I would really hope that they would have a wonderful life ahead of them.

Is There Going To Be Any Peace To The World?

It has been a while for me not to write anything inside my blog at the moment since I'm either very much busy with my work or I am just plain "don't have any idea" on what write about inside the blog at this point of time. Well since I have something to say about, I suppose I could give it a shot on what kind of points I would be giving now.

Anyway, as far as I could see now, the world that we are living in now is changing and I don't mean at a good way, sadly for sure. I'm not so sure why is the reason behind the mystery of it but I really hope that the world we are living in now, will be a better place to lived in.

"Will there A Peaceful World For Us all?"

Yeah like I said before, the world is changing for the worse. Is there any reason behind of it? Is it because of the environment that would change others? Is it because of how parents treat their children nowadays? Or is it because the method of teaching in school has gone wrong? Is it because of the lack of freedom that they get from home? Probably there are a lot of other questions that some people would ask if they noticed about the world going upside down.

Ever since I've been reading the newspaper, there sure is a lot of incident happening and I'm not so sure how much that I've been seeing in it. From adult and even children now, and from male to female. It's quite hard to not notice it as these kinds of people are doing crimes. It's much more worse to see people at a very young age doing crimes. So ever considering on what will happen over the 10 years more? Will it change? I would not want to think about the negative part of it if the world never going to change.

True, I still would want to believe that mankind will eventually change someday. And I hope that one day, there is a person who is able to stand for the world and helped changed for the better.