A Little More of Me

Since I got bored with all the drama that always leave myself into a hectic world of headache and fever, I suppose I should just go ahead and shoot myself with words here about me. And besides, having myself stress out of things would just make my head blown into bits right? So anyway, like the title I would want to point out, yes it's more a little about myself. Since this is the way I actually observe myself and with the comments from my other friends as well so here it is.

Well don't get me wrong because I should have talk about myself at the beginning of my post when I created this, but it never beats to tell it later on right? So here goes. Yes basically I'm just a normal 21 (This year) old man who love to help friends around whenever they needed to. And yes from the observation of my friends, I'm quite shy in real life. Try asking them and I'm sure you'll know. And yes, I can talk properly inside the internet but I suppose that is quite common sometimes right? Talking part? Depends. I can talk properly if I really know that person well and if I kept meeting the person every time. Small and short? Yup I am. Well guess I can't blame myself for it if I'm sort and small anyway. Besides being small has its advantages anyway.

Oh right, yes, people said that I'm quite creepy when I'm mad. Not certain if its really true but I suppose they're the one who actually decides it since they're the ones who actually sees my face and not me. And normally when a guys sees a beautiful girl around, they would be like a wolf stalking its prey. Well I suppose it goes the same thing when girls sees handsome boys that sparkles right? Me? Nope, I actually don't care about it. Sounds like I'm lying but I'm not, trust me on this one. No mood to go around and scream like a bluttering idiot for people that is only nice at the outside. I prefer to see the person's personality, the outside part is just a bonus of it.

Sensitive? Yes, I suppose its one of the main thing which is good, and also bad. Detail explanation of it? Well basically I can't since I'm not even certain on where I should actually start. Eh...What else I could say on this. Oh well maybe I'll just stop here for the time being. I can't really think much at the moment and that's all I could say. I'll just add up once I know what I want to write inside here.

Seperation of Light and Darkness in Me

Hello there again to all! It's been a while that I haven't been writing things in this blog. Since I'm pretty much coming down with a fever, I suppose I can do some writing over here somehow. Although it's a bit odd and random but I suppose it's alright somehow. Well Basically, I felt I do have some kind of "Dual-Personality". Well not to say its real or anything but I suppose I can write some about it somehow since I do have the feeling of it~

I call them in a separate somehow so here they are.

Hikari (Light)
The time where I can be really nice towards other.
The time where I love to help others if they need.
The time where I always be pushing myself too hard that I never realized my own health
The time where my anger will not show, as I will only show my smile on my face.
The time where I actually can be sort of 'feminine'

Kuragari (Darkness)
This is where my limit breaks
This is where I'll protect other without thinking about my own life
This is where I will not smile
This is where I will not feel much pain
This is where, I'll use the power I have, and ignore anything in sight.

Call of Duty Members

So here it is. Another quite so random blog that I'll be writing about. And this time is about Call of Duty 4 game. Well actually it's just something like a stats on what kind of person me and my friends are in that game. It's nothing much to say about it but just to have fun about it.

Code Name:"Black Ace"
Personal Information:
Third in Command, First Division Unit, UN Spacy. Black Ace is the new codename that has been given towards him. One of the major experts in demolition. He's able to use the grenade launcher in a good manner of way and has his own way to use the grenade than the other member of the UN Spacy. His other specialty is the Rocket Launcher as well for really close range purpose. Compatible on long and mid range. Has a lack of ability on short-range shots. He also has the ability called "Extreme Jihad" where he would sacrifice himself to take out others.

Styles:
Training in Snipers and Rifle equipment.
Shotgun Veteran.
Normal Style Machine Gun Technique.
Normal Style SMG Technique.
Demolition Man.



Code Name:"Rawr"
Personal Information:
Second Chain In Command, First Division Unit Commander, UN Spacy. Rawr is the codename that has been given after the name "Ikea" was out of the league. He's one of the major experts in scouting the area for enemies and lays tactics towards them, although it fails sometimes, human mistakes. Can sometimes went berserk due to certain circumstances. Having one of the best SMG man ever been in the team. He was once a good grenade launcher man but has lost his touch as his aim suddenly went off. Good in Long, Mid and Short Range combat.

Styles:
SMG Veteran
Shotgun Vetaran
In training for Snipers

Codename:"Pisang"
Personal Information:
First Chain In Command, First Army Division Captain, UN Spacy. The codename hasn't been change ever since than the other man that has been with him. The name is given with the possibility for the captain to have an addiction towards bananas. One of the master member that even the other two can loose. Using a SMG without using scopes, as the scope are only as a decoration, the captain are name "The Heat-Seeking Bullet" due to its accuracy. He can even go hand-to-hand combat even when his bullets are depleted. Also known as the "Charger." But one of the major problems the captain has when it come to grenades where he always be going towards the direction where the grenades are.

Styles:
Charge Master
SMG Master
Unknown Style Rifle, Sniper and Machine Guns
C4 Master
Heat-Seeking Bullets

Codename: A14Zy

Personal Information:

New recruit in the UN Army Division. The codename is given due to some slight problem with the computer information. Intel gathered that this girl has some love interest with sniper rifle and the name was given "Bounty Hunter" from her comrades.

She also likes to use some other kind of Equipment given such as the C4 and also the Claymore. No other relevant information that has been given from the new recuit

Styles:

Bounty Hunter

Sniper Veteren

C4 And Claymore Mastery

Growing Members

Well it has been a while that I haven't been writing this blog I suppose. Guess the past one does not sound really happy but I suppose this would. So here is another random blog that I'm writing at the moment. Yay! For it!

So here it is. Ever since Chi went off, boy I sure miss her a lot over here but I suppose I need to continue with my life so anyway, she left with with two cute and cuddly children, both female though so I can't really complain that much about it. I called one as Azu-Nyan, I suppose some people may know where I get the name from. And the other is called Assy, a name from a friend of mine in a browser game.

"Here's Azu-Nyan~!"

"Lets not forget about Assy~!"

And if I can remember it right, I think it has either been six month for me being with them and they sure grow big now, when I first saw them from birth, they were small and fragile. I can even see a crocked tail from Assy. They were so cute. At first I was wondering, why Chi's stomach suddenly, that's why I ended up going into my room and have a look and there they are, two little children sleeping soundly in the cupboard. Guess as time pass, things does change, Chi is nowhere to be found yet, but I hope I can find her again. The children are getting bigger and now, new members have arrive.

I kept on wondering, it would be really nice nice to see them roaming around happily. I would really hope that they would have a wonderful life ahead of them.

Is There Going To Be Any Peace To The World?

It has been a while for me not to write anything inside my blog at the moment since I'm either very much busy with my work or I am just plain "don't have any idea" on what write about inside the blog at this point of time. Well since I have something to say about, I suppose I could give it a shot on what kind of points I would be giving now.

Anyway, as far as I could see now, the world that we are living in now is changing and I don't mean at a good way, sadly for sure. I'm not so sure why is the reason behind the mystery of it but I really hope that the world we are living in now, will be a better place to lived in.

"Will there A Peaceful World For Us all?"

Yeah like I said before, the world is changing for the worse. Is there any reason behind of it? Is it because of the environment that would change others? Is it because of how parents treat their children nowadays? Or is it because the method of teaching in school has gone wrong? Is it because of the lack of freedom that they get from home? Probably there are a lot of other questions that some people would ask if they noticed about the world going upside down.

Ever since I've been reading the newspaper, there sure is a lot of incident happening and I'm not so sure how much that I've been seeing in it. From adult and even children now, and from male to female. It's quite hard to not notice it as these kinds of people are doing crimes. It's much more worse to see people at a very young age doing crimes. So ever considering on what will happen over the 10 years more? Will it change? I would not want to think about the negative part of it if the world never going to change.

True, I still would want to believe that mankind will eventually change someday. And I hope that one day, there is a person who is able to stand for the world and helped changed for the better.

Don't Ever Give Up Hope!

"Don't give up! Let's continue on our fight!"

Well as I say as typical as usual, true people would not even want to read a long boring essay that I kept on putting up in a quite amount of times. Anyhow, read the post or not, I'll still post it around anyway so here it is. Maybe I have made this post before, I think I have but I guess it went missing somewhere but continue on. Maybe the past time I've seen in my life, there are certain people who give up their lives easily because the world turns against them. But, I do see there are people who is still willing to continue on even they are moving into a hard life and I respect them quite a lot.

So why do people quit in the middle of the road and have a thought of the world we live in is a harsh place to live in? Guess it may be possible because they think that the world is not being fair with them in life. For me, life isn't a smooth road where we always have good things happen all the time. Take it as a test for it so we can overcome the obstacle that has been put in. But I wonder one thing though, there are certain people who does not seem to appreciate what they get for some reason. Odd? Well I guess it is I suppose.

Anyway back to the topic. So yeah, believe and don't ever give up. Maybe I have said this countless of times in my past post but I want to said it again and again, all of us are human beings in this world, we can't just judged people because of who they are, what they are or even where they come from. Humans have the ability to change themselves if they are willing to. True, there would be bad apples around the community but still, we can't just judge people just because of their genders, age, religion or race. Try to open and see. All of them have good people and even bad people inside them.

But one thing, if I do have the power to change something for the world, I wish for all of us to have a peaceful and harmony in this world. No matter who we are, what we are and where we come from. Even if I need to fight my way through or even I'll drop down on the ground. I'll continue on to see if I'm able to change the world, even if I have to crawl my way up.

Is It Worth To Fight With One Another?

"Will it ever end?"

Guess I've been a little active on this blog thing once again. Maybe it's because there is quite a lot of things that is running into my head at the moment. Maybe it does sounds like it's not much of an importance for me to think about it but it still does disturbs me when I'm thinking of it. And I guess this would be one general thing I would be writing for now since I can't express with my own word vocally but I still can express myself by writing this so here it goes.

So basically, why is the reason for all of us to fight with each other? Is it because we are in a different race? Is it because of our skin color that make people fight with each other? Is it because of our religion, we need to go to war and kill innocent people around the globe? Actually, I don't really have much of an idea why these small issue can make things into a huge battlefield. It's not worth to fight and kill each other because of these kinds things. So yeah, we're different in race, color skin, age or even religion. But do we think there is similarity that all of us have? Yes we do have. We are all human beings living in the same world that is called Earth. We also believe that the one who created us in this world is our god, am I right? Everyone would believe that I presume.

But still, why are we killing each other. Not to mention there are even war going on an another place and it seems to be endless for me. But really, why? It it because the lust of power there are people who ended up showing it to others to be scared or are they the ones that is scared that they will loose those powers towards some other people? If only the power that has been used to protect humanity, not to destroy them. Maybe there are people who wish to have powers, so do I. But for me, I would want to use them so that I could protect those people I cared about. I even would do my best to protect my own country as well because, it is my home after all.

"This world, it's still worth to protect. No matter how bad it is now."

So do we really obtain peace by going out for war or fight? Guess I'm still thinking about it for the time being. All I could see is that, innocent lives had been pulled into the battlefield as well. I wonder, I wonder one day, will we loose our humanity? Guess times would tells its story unless if there are people who is willing to change the course of life.