Farewell 2010 & Welcome 2011

Ah... It seems like time passes like the wind. Um I suppose I didn't have much to say about it but somehow I do feel like I'm going to miss this year a lot I suppose. With all those happiness and sadness, all come together to become a bundle of memory that will be stored inside my brain system

"Eh it's over already?"

I suppose there are a lot of things that had happen in these years, bad things and good things. Made new friends, and so so on. Well I even manage to get something special too this year I would say. Um? Want to know what it is? It's classified information ^_~

But really, for some reason, this year really went like a breeze, and plus I never even realized that soon I'll be graduating as well within next year. Ah... How am I going miss this one... I was hoping to spend time in this year but I guess all will be memories I would say


"Here we'll welcome 2011 in our lives!"

Pretty much I would not go much of a detail of it or I may end up crying here when writing this blog. So my year 2010, I wish you goodbye. It was fun really. And here I am will be standing here, waiting for the New Year to come by. 2011, bring on! Give us the excitement and adventure that we going to have soon!

The Changing Reality

So who says I don't have any jealousy in me? I suppose I do I guess. And no, that that kind of horribly jealous that I wanted to end up throwing myself out of the window, just sometimes I do wish I can do the things like some people can during my younger age. Since that's not possible, best to move on right~?

And as far as I can see, it does seems to change...Quite a lot, within 21 years on my life (Yes yes, I just manage to reach 21 years old a couple of days ago on when writing this post ^^;) Since during my childhood times, it's like most children are more towards things outdoors like...Lets see.. Playing hide and seek, those police and thieves game, kite flying, playing as Power Rangers and some other sorts of things. Nothing that concerns much on technologies.

Now, well...Guess its rather different, most of the children I see manage to get a laptop in the early stage, PSP, Nintendo DS, PS3, Xbox 360, Wii, and other kinds of things that they could actually do at this time. It's quite interesting on how they can actually obtain these things easily, even for me, I can't hardly get a PS1 when I was young.

Not to say it's a bad thing on not getting them ^^;;
Just talking about it that's all

But yeah, I guess, things does change a lot on how the olden days and the modern days are right now. Maybe some are still not able to get them but, usually I do see most of the children get what they want I would say. Either way, even I don't get those kinds of stuff like some others are, I'm still be able to be happy about it at the end ^^.

Perhaps I can obtain them, but by that time arrives, I would be aging. Maybe I'll be some sort of old person who still play Rune Factory Frontier in Wii then when the time comes by~

Birthday Days

Being a bit more free for today, I suppose I would just write my blog for today I would say, apart from some people bugging me in Facebook that is but anyhow, it seems like my day has finally passed as I celebrated my 21st birthday on the 18th December.


Eto.. I suppose this might be a short post but still, I can say I did enjoy myself with my family during my celebration of birthday. I suppose I still did not expect much from the whole thing but I did enjoy myself either way.

Plus, even my friend and my Facebook friends did give me their birthday wishes as well, so I'm rather happy about it. In addition, I did get a special one too for this year. For me, even a small piece of happiness that they give me, I'll be happy about it really~


So overall, even it's not a big 21st birthday party like other people does, or even get bundles of presents like any other children around that is lucky enough, but still, I'm happy about it either way ^^~

Support Unit or Negligence Unit?

"Ug...My head...Man I need to get more rest soon..."

Sorry that I never really update my blog that much considering the bundles of assignments that has been piling up day by day. Not to mention I'm having a lack of time of doing them as well. I do hope one way or another I'll be able to complete them nicely before November starts. Since my head is spinning around out of tiredness and fever, I would like to put this up before I head for my rest.

I'm sure you all wonder why I set the title of "Support or Negligence" as my topic this time. Actually what I wanted to pointed out is about what parents are doing towards their children. I have been observing on the problems that some people have been through and it seems like there is a little trouble when it comes to parents taking care of their children nowadays. True, maybe I'm not suitable on talking about this considering I haven't even start my own family but still, I do have my share of ideas on what I wanted to say. Back to the topic that I've wanted to point out, is there a reason why I questioned the capabilities of some parents at the moment? Yeah I do question their capabilities at this time.

Alright, to narrow it down a little more better, I'll take studying as one of the problem that is facing by the children. If the child did not want to study, what should we do? We give them advice and try to persuade them on doing their homework. But, the problem now is, even when the child is trying their hardest to study for the subjects, they are still been label as being a "Lazy" child or even scolded them by throwing all kinds of irrelevant or untrue information. Is there any kinds of problem for a child to study? No right? Pretty much sure the parents suppose to be more supportive on giving them encouragement for them to study better instead of neglecting and throwing tantrum to those children when they wanted to study.

"No really..."
"Do not let your child ended up doing things that would end their life"

Getting the worse of it, after the child was trying their best but failed to archive a result they wanted, for example, the student wanted to get an 'A' but ended up getting a 'B' as a grade, what did the parents do? They didn't encourage them, they insulted them more and even let out a long endless complain for the child to hear. Isn't that interesting, the parents first complain how lazy the child was even when they are studying, and they still continue to complain when the child get a result that can still consider a good one. So, what does the parent really want from their children actually? They can't even make a good decision out of it and all they do is just complain from top to bottom and everything they child does seems wrong. If the parent actually realized, it can actually put a heavy pressure towards the child itself.

"Is it wrong? I studied but they're never satisfied with it"
"It would be worse if I never actually touch the book at all!"
"Either way, both of the route I took seems wrong for them"
"So which one do they want me to do then? I'm confused!"

Its true, that we need to set up a rule for the children to follow. But, complaining or insulting the children that is actually trying to do a good deed out of it isn't the way of parenting. The parents should be supporting more if they child is eager to study, not condemning them till their spirits broke apart. And I'm even sure that in an examination, all parents wanted to see their children score A's in their paper. But if the child didn't pass that expatiation after trying hard, encourage them, not demotivate them off until the state that they think themselves as a useless human being.

Yes like I have said, I may not have much experiance sine I'm still far away of being father of my children, but seeing how some parents treated their children like a bag of rubbish is plain horrible. Anyhow I'm going to stop here for now. That is all I can say about it at the moment. All I could hope for that some of the parents will be able to take note about it one way or another.

Another Passing Days

So here I am again, I suppose this would be another kind of random talking I would just spit out around and I guess I'll have fun a bit with this then. So it seems like during my Hari Raya times, I finally manage to get a week break from campus life. Pretty much things are going well too although I do try to find something to do to keep me occupied for some reason. Not to mention I finally manage to get back to my hometown and celebrate things with my family. It's a good thing that I can at least ease my tense and headache out and enjoy myself for a while.

"Wonder what will I do after this..."

And pretty much I can see I still have some work cut out for me with the assignments that have been left for me to do it. I guess continuing to do it back would be a priority right now. And since I did manage to get a new assignment for someone with the tense of getting it done on the 15 September, I suppose that work is the one that I need to take priority for now. Well I can do four lesson plans without having any sleep with the advancement of going to class after that, pretty much sure I can handle drawing pictures to people without having any sleep I would say.

Why It's Almost Impossible to Change

"If the people's mentality won't change..."
"I don't think the world would change either."

Looks like it's time for me to get a little serious on this one. Although I would understand if people out there would not actually be reading this but anyhow. This time I would really like to express myself what has been bothering me at this moment. For some reason, I didn't really have much of a clue why would race be such a problem in our world anyway. For some reason I don't understand about it at all. True, it may not seem to be my kind of problem to scratch around but still, it really bothers me quite a lot.

Maybe they still don't understand about it somehow. Pretty much myself I can't really explain about it either but, one way or another, I still wish to express myself no matter what the cost is. Look here, from what I see inside myself is a child that is born from two different kinds of world where my parents came from a different group of race. Heck, even I can say that one of my friend has a background that came from three different group of race and we can live in harmony and peace without any kinds of argument whatsoever at all. But somehow, there are still lots of people that can't live together peacefully for some reason.

What's my point on this post you all may ask? What my point is, is there really a reason why we can't co-exist to live with each other peacefully? Is there any kinds of reason at all? Is it because of a small misunderstanding we ended up making it big? Is it because we want to show who is right and who is wrong? Or It is because we want to show who is much more better and much more superior? Somehow, when I see it back, it's rather pointless to be arguing with each other throat.

Seriously, look back on who we are. True, we are different in terms of our skin color, our race, our religion, age and our gender. But really think back deeply inside your mind. We are actually the same one way or another. We are all humans, we all share the same blood color and we all share the same world called Earth. Do we ever encounter a race that has different color of blood? No. Do we ever see a human with a different religion that has 4 legs, 3 eyes and 4 legs? No. Reality check, we are all humans.

But still, there are still people out there who wasn't able to think deeply in their minds. For me, I don't care what kind of race, religion whatsoever it is. All I know is, among all of us human in this world, there is bad and there is good people. There is no such thing as a race that is pure, or the other race that falls in a category of darkness and evil. Being utterly lazy or being crazily working hard is depending on the individual itself. Telling if that race needs to work hard in order to get something they need or that race that is lazy to work is just a lot of bullshit. Correct me if I'm wrong, but that's how I see it.

Yes, I understand that people would never actually read this kind of article, but if someone does, I hope you'll understand that if we didn't change how we are right now, I don't think the world would change for a better peace at all.

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(If there's anything grammatical error's that I need to change. Tell me about it)

A Little More of Me

Since I got bored with all the drama that always leave myself into a hectic world of headache and fever, I suppose I should just go ahead and shoot myself with words here about me. And besides, having myself stress out of things would just make my head blown into bits right? So anyway, like the title I would want to point out, yes it's more a little about myself. Since this is the way I actually observe myself and with the comments from my other friends as well so here it is.

Well don't get me wrong because I should have talk about myself at the beginning of my post when I created this, but it never beats to tell it later on right? So here goes. Yes basically I'm just a normal 21 (This year) old man who love to help friends around whenever they needed to. And yes from the observation of my friends, I'm quite shy in real life. Try asking them and I'm sure you'll know. And yes, I can talk properly inside the internet but I suppose that is quite common sometimes right? Talking part? Depends. I can talk properly if I really know that person well and if I kept meeting the person every time. Small and short? Yup I am. Well guess I can't blame myself for it if I'm sort and small anyway. Besides being small has its advantages anyway.

Oh right, yes, people said that I'm quite creepy when I'm mad. Not certain if its really true but I suppose they're the one who actually decides it since they're the ones who actually sees my face and not me. And normally when a guys sees a beautiful girl around, they would be like a wolf stalking its prey. Well I suppose it goes the same thing when girls sees handsome boys that sparkles right? Me? Nope, I actually don't care about it. Sounds like I'm lying but I'm not, trust me on this one. No mood to go around and scream like a bluttering idiot for people that is only nice at the outside. I prefer to see the person's personality, the outside part is just a bonus of it.

Sensitive? Yes, I suppose its one of the main thing which is good, and also bad. Detail explanation of it? Well basically I can't since I'm not even certain on where I should actually start. Eh...What else I could say on this. Oh well maybe I'll just stop here for the time being. I can't really think much at the moment and that's all I could say. I'll just add up once I know what I want to write inside here.