Growing Members

Well it has been a while that I haven't been writing this blog I suppose. Guess the past one does not sound really happy but I suppose this would. So here is another random blog that I'm writing at the moment. Yay! For it!

So here it is. Ever since Chi went off, boy I sure miss her a lot over here but I suppose I need to continue with my life so anyway, she left with with two cute and cuddly children, both female though so I can't really complain that much about it. I called one as Azu-Nyan, I suppose some people may know where I get the name from. And the other is called Assy, a name from a friend of mine in a browser game.

"Here's Azu-Nyan~!"

"Lets not forget about Assy~!"

And if I can remember it right, I think it has either been six month for me being with them and they sure grow big now, when I first saw them from birth, they were small and fragile. I can even see a crocked tail from Assy. They were so cute. At first I was wondering, why Chi's stomach suddenly, that's why I ended up going into my room and have a look and there they are, two little children sleeping soundly in the cupboard. Guess as time pass, things does change, Chi is nowhere to be found yet, but I hope I can find her again. The children are getting bigger and now, new members have arrive.

I kept on wondering, it would be really nice nice to see them roaming around happily. I would really hope that they would have a wonderful life ahead of them.

Is There Going To Be Any Peace To The World?

It has been a while for me not to write anything inside my blog at the moment since I'm either very much busy with my work or I am just plain "don't have any idea" on what write about inside the blog at this point of time. Well since I have something to say about, I suppose I could give it a shot on what kind of points I would be giving now.

Anyway, as far as I could see now, the world that we are living in now is changing and I don't mean at a good way, sadly for sure. I'm not so sure why is the reason behind the mystery of it but I really hope that the world we are living in now, will be a better place to lived in.

"Will there A Peaceful World For Us all?"

Yeah like I said before, the world is changing for the worse. Is there any reason behind of it? Is it because of the environment that would change others? Is it because of how parents treat their children nowadays? Or is it because the method of teaching in school has gone wrong? Is it because of the lack of freedom that they get from home? Probably there are a lot of other questions that some people would ask if they noticed about the world going upside down.

Ever since I've been reading the newspaper, there sure is a lot of incident happening and I'm not so sure how much that I've been seeing in it. From adult and even children now, and from male to female. It's quite hard to not notice it as these kinds of people are doing crimes. It's much more worse to see people at a very young age doing crimes. So ever considering on what will happen over the 10 years more? Will it change? I would not want to think about the negative part of it if the world never going to change.

True, I still would want to believe that mankind will eventually change someday. And I hope that one day, there is a person who is able to stand for the world and helped changed for the better.

Don't Ever Give Up Hope!

"Don't give up! Let's continue on our fight!"

Well as I say as typical as usual, true people would not even want to read a long boring essay that I kept on putting up in a quite amount of times. Anyhow, read the post or not, I'll still post it around anyway so here it is. Maybe I have made this post before, I think I have but I guess it went missing somewhere but continue on. Maybe the past time I've seen in my life, there are certain people who give up their lives easily because the world turns against them. But, I do see there are people who is still willing to continue on even they are moving into a hard life and I respect them quite a lot.

So why do people quit in the middle of the road and have a thought of the world we live in is a harsh place to live in? Guess it may be possible because they think that the world is not being fair with them in life. For me, life isn't a smooth road where we always have good things happen all the time. Take it as a test for it so we can overcome the obstacle that has been put in. But I wonder one thing though, there are certain people who does not seem to appreciate what they get for some reason. Odd? Well I guess it is I suppose.

Anyway back to the topic. So yeah, believe and don't ever give up. Maybe I have said this countless of times in my past post but I want to said it again and again, all of us are human beings in this world, we can't just judged people because of who they are, what they are or even where they come from. Humans have the ability to change themselves if they are willing to. True, there would be bad apples around the community but still, we can't just judge people just because of their genders, age, religion or race. Try to open and see. All of them have good people and even bad people inside them.

But one thing, if I do have the power to change something for the world, I wish for all of us to have a peaceful and harmony in this world. No matter who we are, what we are and where we come from. Even if I need to fight my way through or even I'll drop down on the ground. I'll continue on to see if I'm able to change the world, even if I have to crawl my way up.

Is It Worth To Fight With One Another?

"Will it ever end?"

Guess I've been a little active on this blog thing once again. Maybe it's because there is quite a lot of things that is running into my head at the moment. Maybe it does sounds like it's not much of an importance for me to think about it but it still does disturbs me when I'm thinking of it. And I guess this would be one general thing I would be writing for now since I can't express with my own word vocally but I still can express myself by writing this so here it goes.

So basically, why is the reason for all of us to fight with each other? Is it because we are in a different race? Is it because of our skin color that make people fight with each other? Is it because of our religion, we need to go to war and kill innocent people around the globe? Actually, I don't really have much of an idea why these small issue can make things into a huge battlefield. It's not worth to fight and kill each other because of these kinds things. So yeah, we're different in race, color skin, age or even religion. But do we think there is similarity that all of us have? Yes we do have. We are all human beings living in the same world that is called Earth. We also believe that the one who created us in this world is our god, am I right? Everyone would believe that I presume.

But still, why are we killing each other. Not to mention there are even war going on an another place and it seems to be endless for me. But really, why? It it because the lust of power there are people who ended up showing it to others to be scared or are they the ones that is scared that they will loose those powers towards some other people? If only the power that has been used to protect humanity, not to destroy them. Maybe there are people who wish to have powers, so do I. But for me, I would want to use them so that I could protect those people I cared about. I even would do my best to protect my own country as well because, it is my home after all.

"This world, it's still worth to protect. No matter how bad it is now."

So do we really obtain peace by going out for war or fight? Guess I'm still thinking about it for the time being. All I could see is that, innocent lives had been pulled into the battlefield as well. I wonder, I wonder one day, will we loose our humanity? Guess times would tells its story unless if there are people who is willing to change the course of life.

Why We Always Be The Blame?

Okay so here's another one of my saying that people would seldom reads about it but yeah I need to get this off my chest one way or another. For the people who actually read this, I appreciate it and be sure to read it carefully before pointing out things since I do not want to have any misunderstanding between us.

So anyway, so here is my question, are all the men in the world that bad (Which includes me as well)? Why there are some girls who think it that way? Hearing from them saying this makes me feel upset and sad at the same time. I mean, I am man too so of course I would felt I've been stab right on the back. I don't have a decent clue why they would think it that way. But one thing for sure, those simple minded thinking should stop at once. Why I say so? Because you can't just judge humans that are good or bad by genders. It's just irrelevant and It's just like we're being bombard with things just because others did it.

So here's my statement to say it but I'm pretty sure it's pointless since hardly people ever going to read it anyway. So for girls who think this way, do you think that all the girls are good as an angel then, and the boys are the devil from hell? If you think it that way, I swear, seeing those kinds of people like you disgust me. So girls never do anything wrong in life? Like hell I would ever going to believe that part.

For me, everyone in this world does something right or wrong, no matter what:

Age
Religion
Gender

Open your eyes and see the world! Boys or girls, we are the same! There is no such thing as the other gender is good or bad. We all have good people, we all have bad people living among us. Do not be judgmental about others and cramp your mind into a bean! It's ridiculous. So why? No matter how we look at it, pointing fingers without realizing is just what human loves to do. Those kinds of attitude needs to be change one way or another or all of us will loose our humanity someday.

A Song For The First Time

Well I can't really say for sure this would be my amazing song that I have sang during the first week back at my apartment. Although I do feel it's not much of a time to hear it but guess I do want to hear from what others has to say about it. So here it is and I hope you all will enjoy it somehow.

Life

Well here I go again, another long lecture I would be giving. I doubt that people would ever going to read this one anyway but I appreciate those people who read them. Okay, continue on about my little topic over here for now. I ever wonder about this part for some reason. There are people who thinks that their lives is much more miserable then the others around them and the only solution is by taking their own lives away. One way or another, it sounds like they are not appreciating the life that has been given to them.

What I meant to say is that, do you think that our lives will be 100% good all the time? I would say no over here. I'm pretty sure that all the human beings that lives in this world would have their good and bad days as well. It is how you manage it that will make you strong again. The world did not end for you if you did badly in the examination, or if you didn't manage to get into a relationship with anyone at the moment.

Sometimes people would think that their would is crumbling against them. Yeah true, I felt the same as well about it, no doubt about it. But I still able to stand here and didn't give up yet now do I? I did not get good grades for my important examination but I still continue on till I finally manage to get inside the university. And yes, I'm still not in a relationship at the moment and ain't complaining at all. Sometimes, if you do have bad or miserable times does not mean that you can't make another road for yourself. We are human after all and god gives us one special ability for us apart from those animals or plants and it's the ability to think.

Use the thinking ability that we have and think positively about it. Sometimes I really hated people who does not appreciate life that has been given. I feel like giving them a punch on the face because of it. Do you think it is easy to give birth a life that we have with only a flick of a finger? No! We given a life only once in the world and take care of it wisely as it is. Yes we can use our lives in order to protect the people we care and all too but don't waste them in an inappropriate way. If life gets you down, we still have people who we can share around to make it better right? Friends, family and even love ones. Listening to them would help you if you're in a pinch. Just be sure to hear what their advice were and not ignoring them completely. They're there to help you, not to make your life much more worse then before. Just be sure to know who you trust first before doing it that's all.

In life, there is no shortcuts of having happiness in life, you need to go though a lot of hardships in it. It's a matter of time that we will realized that it soon come to you. The only thing that should be hold up is never to give up and never to give up the light of hope that is inside. Get back up on your feet after you have fallen no matter how many times you have fall down badly. It's meaningless if you give up easily.